Wednesday, August 25, 2010

journal entry-8/24/10

dear journal...
so far my day has been a peice of crap. i still cant beleive all the past things that has occured in the past 72 hours, damn...
sometimes i feel like its the end of the world for me..dont understand why im feelin this way, when i shouldnt...maybe its because im going through alot right now...but inspite of what i endure, i will still continue to wear a smile and keep it pushing. there are people in this world that are going through worst stuff than me, im just blessed to still be apart of this earth rite now. have to take the time out to realize that and some of the decisions ive made..some were good and most were not so good, but does that mean im a bad person??

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Message of The Day: break ups

Good morning, ya'll.
Today i want to talk about break ups. in a relationship, the most complicated and hurtful part is of course.....the break up. out of all the relationships i've been in, i can actually say that there were 2 guys that i encountered a break up with, it hurt, but.... it wasnt the end of the world. i eventually got over it and started dating someone new.
thats what you do. when it happens to you, dont put yourself down and hate yourself because of it. all things occur for a special reason.
and i say this to say: if you want to break up with someone, try to do so as nice as possible to keep from hurting that person's feelings, and also try and be a friend to that person.

Friday, May 8, 2009

message of the day:The choices that we make

Good evening, ya'll.
Today i want to talk about.....decision making, making the right choices. thoughout each day, we all must make a decision, whether it's what you wear or how you style your hair. it all starts with a simple decision. a decision can either make or break you. making the right type of choice will keep you on the right path, but if you screw up and make a decision thats wrong, you will have to face the consequences that follows. When it comes to my decisions, I always tend to decide on things as if I were God himself, or the way God would like for me to handle things (the right way).
My message to you all today is to think before you make an action. Dont always be so quick to do what others would like for you to do, do what you know is right, and you will live a long, & properous life.
~god is love~
Ashley Burnett

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Letter to Demetrius...from a Mad Black Woman

Demetrius....
first off, i want to know that i love u, i always have. but i also want u to know that i know wat u did and i know wat youre doing. i talked to my auntie last week, she told all about u and da shit that u doing.....you dont have to lie to me about anything anymore. i know everything.
remember how u told me about the girl u got pregnant, u said you got her pregnant in october/ november. you lied. you told me one thing and told my auntie another thing. she said dat u told told he rthat u got her pregnant in january WHILE WE WERE TOGETHER!
all this time i was faithful to you but u were never faithful 2 you, i trusted yo ass, i gave u da benifit of a doubt. you broke my heart and you dont even give a damn dat u did. i loved u wit all my heart, and u said u loved me and u was gonna marry me, i dont believe it.
and plus she told me how you aint faithful and how u cant stick with one girl and be faithful, how u think dat makes me feel! you did me wrong, all these months u pretended with me, when all u had to do was tell me the truth, i can respect a nigga dats gone tell the truth, but a nigga dat lie? aww naw, i aint got no love for em.
i cannot be with u anymore.... although i want to, i cant... beacause u were dishonest with me all this time.
WHY!!!!
I wish u tha best of luck with ya baby and every thing. no offense, but one of these days u gone meet somebody that u gone really like, maybe even love, and they gone do u the same way that u did me cuz wat goes around comes around. i loved u but u didint love me, how could you?

message of the day: How i deal with lust and seduction

Good afternoon, ya'll.
One word: Seduction......
Man, that is one strong word, believe that. dealing with a seducer/seductress can sometimes be fun and it can also be tricky as well. while i was at work yesterday, i encountered a guy who found me rather attractive and i found him attractive too! his name is Drew. and what made him so seductive were his actions towards me. He told me every little thing that i wanted to hear at the time, and....thats when i started to think dirty thoughts-now, i know thats a bit dirty, but... it wasnt my entention to lust over this guy. Before leaving the store, Drew decided to give me his phone number, i didnt have a piece of paper on me, so he wrote it on the inside of my palm.
We talked last night on the phone for hours. his conversation was so interesting, i just wanted him to talk to me forever. after getting off the phone with him he showed up at my house, and when i opened the door and saw it was him, my heart just melted, full of lust and desire for him. ..........and..........you already know the rest.
~boys are the best~
Ashley Burnett

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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

message of the day:

Good morning, ya'll.
If you find your self in a troubling predicament, dont ever find yourself running to the confusion, always go in the opposite direction, and... the reason that i say this is because i once find myself in a very dangerous situation, sort of like a life/death situation. instead of me doing what i knew was right, i decided to do what I wanted to do, which resulted in me getting into some major troble. so, i say this to say: never make any type of decision in any situation that will affect you in a negative way, always seek things in a positive manner.
~GOD IS LOVE~
Ashley Burnett

Relatives grieve for Texas woman with flu who died

HARLINGEN, Texas – This week should have been a joyous time for Judy Trunnell, a 33-year-old schoolteacher who had just given birth to a healthy baby girl.
But the friends and relatives whose cars lined the quiet street in front of her home in a quiet subdivision Tuesday instead were mourning her, the first American with swine flu to die.
"We're grieving now," said a woman with tear-streaked eyes who declined to give her name.
In Maryland, her cousin told WMAR-TV in Baltimore that Trunnell had died after spending two weeks in the hospital. She slipped into a coma, and her baby was delivered by Cesarean section, Mario Zamora said.
"She was just a beautiful person, warm at heart. She worked with disabled children as a teacher," Zamora said. "Those that knew her will always remember her."
Texas health officials stopped short of saying that swine flu caused Trunnell's death. State health department spokeswoman Carrie Williams said the schoolteacher had "chronic underlying health conditions" but wouldn't give any more details.
She died early Tuesday after being hospitalized since April 19, said Leonel Lopez, Cameron County epidemiologist.
Trunnell's death came as life in the areas hardest hit by the outbreak began returning to normal. In Mexico, where the current strain is thought to have originated, stores, restaurants and factories were officially allowed to reopen Tuesday. And U.S. health officials withdrew their recommendation that schools with suspected swine flu cases shut down for two weeks.
The only other swine flu death in the U.S. was that of a Mexico City toddler who also had other health problems and had been visiting relatives in Brownsville, near Harlingen. He died last week at a Houston children's hospital.
There have been 29 other confirmed swine flu deaths, all in Mexico. Hundreds of cases of the disease have been confirmed in several countries, but mostly in Mexico and the U.S.
Trunnell was from Harlingen, a city of about 63,000 near the U.S.-Mexico border, and taught in the Mercedes Independent School District about 15 miles west of her hometown.
She was first seen by a physician April 14 and was hospitalized on the April 19. Zamora said she had complained of difficulty breathing and was put on life support.
Doctors knew she had a flu when she came in, but did not know what kind, Lopez said. The area is undergoing a Type A influenza epidemic right now, and swine flu is one variety of that, he said. She was confirmed to have swine flu shortly before she died, he said.
Dr. Joseph McCormick, regional dean of the University of Texas School of Public Health's Brownsville campus, said the woman was extremely ill when she was hospitalized.
Mercedes school district officials announced that it would close its schools for the rest of the week and reopen Monday.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Music Video of the Day: "sobeautiful" by: Musiq Soulchild

message of the day: LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS

Good morning, everybody.
My message of the day is very important to me, and i really want to get it out to all my readers: when it comes to being in a relationship, dont ever find yourself being the only one who's being 100 percent faithful, because, if you do, thats not right and it isnt fair. if you take the time out to committ to that person and they dont committ to you and give you 100 percent honesty, they never will.-and if you are a young reader, a teen, plaese....dont get yourself all wrapped up with that one person. you have your whole lifetime to be in a long term relationship, there's no need to rush into it. have fun with your life, get out, go to the club or something. dont ever find yourself out looking for love, LOVE will find it's way to you.
~GOD IS LOVE~
Ashley Burnett

Monday, May 4, 2009

What I look for in a man

in a man, i look for a lot of things and i mean..... A LOT OF THINGS. first of all, he has to be thoughtful, he cant just be all for him self or his ass will be all by himself. my ideal man has to be sexy, hella hella sexy with a body to match. not only does he need to look good, he has to have charm & personality, funny, & most importantly, ROMANTIC. the biggest thing in relationships in this day and age is the sex. if the sex aint on and popping, ya might as well say bye bey to that relaionship.
and you also must be respectful and know how to treat a lady, and make em feel good. my man has to be supportive of me and every thing that i attempt to acheive, he shouldnt be putting me down or degrade me in any way. my man should be just the right man for me.i shouldnt have to work with him to get him right, he should already be right.........yah dig? thats what i look for in a man.

what do you think about the Chris Brown & Rihanna situation?

ya'll wanna know what i think about the whole situation?? honestly, i say that it's a bunch of bullshit. BULLSHIT, GOD DAMMIT! his ass had no business putting his hands on her, regaurdless of the situation. whether he was in the wrong or she was in the wrong ,his ass shouldnt have hit her. i wonder would his good dancing ass like it if somebody go upside his damn head like he did rihanna.
when its all said and done, what ever happens to him, i hope dat he learns from dat beacause, now....his career rep is sooooo fucked up.

and thats my thought on the chris and rihanna situation.